You are alone. Nobody wants to help you. You have no real friends.
Your parents consider you a failure and do not respect you. You just
don't meet their expectations. What's going to happen? Will you ever
get to know what love is? Is there love at all or it's all a scam the
books and movies have played on you just to sell more copies? You are
not in a position to know the answer to those questions. You think
you can come up with something but when you try to apply it in the
real world there is always a new variable added to the equation which
shatters everything you thought you knew.
People love to see others fail. They love to point fingers at those
who just don't meet society's expectations. It's like watching
someone else suffer and feel happy that this time it's not you on the
burning chair. The definition of a loser increases constantly. Every
year there is a new one added to the list. When you are a child the
loser is the one who does not have the fancy toys. When you are an
adult the loser is the one that is not rich and married with
children. When things don't come to you at the right time you start
asking yourself whether you have become the 'loser', are you the
student who failed the exam everybody else seems to pass? Where does
that leave you? How do you make it work? Will life ever going to
happen for you? In situations like this there is only one way to
survive – declare war on the world and fight for your space on this
planet.
The world is a bad place to be. It has always been like that.
Everything seems to be money and what is not money today usually
becomes money tomorrow. There are no guarantees that your life will
be a movie. It's cold here and nobody can make it warm for you.
Nobody. It's just you against the world.
